#slow vlogging

[maisquecansada]

Comecei a fazer vídeos para o YouTube há um tempo. Como tudo que eu faço, é muito quando dá vontade. Dificilmente terá algo emocionante no meio (não teve até agora), mas um pouco do dia a dia, com muito tempo mexendo em cadernos e tricotando.

[wolveswolves]

Summer in the Scandinavian wilderness of Geilo, Norway | Solo travel vlog

This summer, I spent 3 weeks in a Norwegian town called Geilo.

I didn’t know this beforehand, but Geilo is a famous and quite touristy place. But since I was staying at the far edge of the town, I had the best of both worlds:

It was only a 15-minute bike ride to all the accommodations I needed – including a super cozy second-hand store where I ended up buying six copper pans (of which I still can’t believe they fit in my suitcase on my journey back home to the Netherlands).

But the area where the house was located felt remote, spacious and calm, and was surrounded by beautiful Scandinavian nature.

From the house, I could easily reach the most serene places: lakes, wild rivers, marshes, waterfalls, fjords, and rugged mountains.

>> More on my YouTube channel

[lostsimulacri]

JOJI of the day: Joji (tour) Vlog

[thelailasblog]

Today berlin

[letsberealgenz]

2024 morning routine vlog 🌻🍯🐝💛

[lon3lyg1rlsblog]

༘˚⋆𐙚｡⋆𖦹.✧˚

I filmed a vlog the other day and edited it last night, in the same way I’ve started this blog as a digital diary I really like the idea of creating a video diary. it was so fun to edit and add in little captions and music. I don’t think I’d ever post them publicly but who knows >-< it was fun to romanticise my day and act as my own observer. in a weird way it made me hate myself a little less becuase I watched it back and I was just so normal and regular, it made me think about why I feel so many people don’t like me and why I’ve seen myself as a villain these past few years

[kirrileemusic]

I feel the Electric Blue 💙✨

[theatrum-tenebrarum]

An update, academic burnout and how I want to use social media

Hi everyone, long time no see. As some of you already know, I've been going through a lot of personal things, transformative things, weird things. I am currently in the long process of getting my degrees, which has been challenging to say the least. The whole process has now prolonged even more, as my life has had taken a completely different turn the last couple of months. I went through some very tough life events that were full of heavy emotions, but they were also deeply transformative. They marked a culmination of something that had been unraveling in me for a long time, something that began sometime when I was around my 3rd year of University.

That is the time when I reached peak academic burnout. Up until my 3d year of uni, I had been bathing in inspiration each day, as I got to learn about art and human culture and all the things that make me understand existence better and love life better. I was studying hard, my grades were amazing, but physically I was not doing good at all. Very soon my mental health started to decline as well and nothing was the same. My 3rd year of University was the time where I came around and realized that I was pushing myself way above my limits, so naturally my body and mind said no more. I love art, history and folklore with all my heart and I am so grateful for being able to study those topics at such a good University and for having such great experts teach me so many invaluable things. However, studying there was very hard, often unreasonably so, and many things have happened to me there, things that were very unfair, and that is to say the least. I realized I had been pushing myself in order to attain certain ideals and to fulfill certain expectations, which definitely weren't mine. That's the perfect formula to get to burnout, which is exactly what happened to me.

Staying up late in order to memorise each and every term perfectly, having 3 hours of sleep, having health issues in the morning, acing the exam then feeling numb. Rewriting sentences indefinitely just to get them "perfectly right", to create "the best essay/seminar ever" and to create something that's gonna be..different. Rinse and repeat.

This way of functioning translated over to other parts of my life as well, even into my lovely project/blog 'Theatrum Tenebrarum', which is supposed to be a safe space for myself and others. I envisioned Theatrum Tenebrarum as a place for me to share what I have learned, in the most simple and interesting way, to inspire others to look for deeper meaning behind the things we love in popular media, and frankly to just have a space for me to express myself. Without being aware of it, righr away I started to become very meticulous about my words, my sentences, my topics I'd like to write about. This habit of wanting to create "perfect" texts/"perfect" content had engulfed me, and I stopped posting altogether, because that is too much for me, and I don't want the safe online space I created to be another "University course" to me.

So from now on, 'Theatrum Tenebrarum' is going be what it is supposed to be, and that is a safe space for learning, for creativity. A space that celebrates the mystical, as well as the mundane, as they are intertwined. I will still be writing texts about the cool things that inspire me, but they won't be the only thing I post. Since my other passion is video making, I decided to open a YouTube channel where I plan on posting vlog-style videos and sharing the things I learn about. I'd also like to focus a bit more on slow, magical living, mindfulness and journaling, as those were of great help when I was figuring out how to heal from burnout. I'd also like to film about how I commonplace information about the things I learn about, while talking about folklore, art, mysteries, and all of those topics. If that is something you think you'd find interesting, be sure to subscribe to my channel :) (I'm putting the link below). This is my way of stepping into authenticity and sharing the things I want to be sharing, and how I want to be sharing them. Thank you for reading, if you've come this far, and thank you for being here.

My YouTube channel: https://youtube.com/@theatrum_tenebrarum?si=zOv74vojhPbs9dxt

Here are some winter vibes from my hometown, house, local magical fairy hill, and a photo of my visit to one of the most magnificent gothic cathedrals in the world, the Chartres cathedral, that I visited in early spring.

-Heidi (@theatrum-tenebrarum) 🖤

[letstalkaboutit100]

Does anyone else think tumblr is slow today? Well lucky for anyone I am here to fill in this void!

[amphiptere]

having an accidental cozy fantasy era right now

[mesmemos]

new vlog up on my Youtube channel xxx

[wolveswolves]

A day in the Dutch countryside | Silent vlog

Some glimpses of my life in a rural part of the Netherlands, including a visit to a pick-your-own-farm, harvesting some wonky vegetables in our backyard, and a little road trip through the countryside of our island.

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[itsmyfriendisaac]

Lil cuz on his way to prom  😎

[mistlebroom]

Selfmade Candle, video can be found at: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qusCFjwmwk&t=1s

[sparkles-and-trash]

I love making these little vlog type videos, it just makes me feel… ✨🧚🏼‍♂️💞 yanno?